Time is always right to do what is right.
- Martin Luther King, Jr. -
Am i in the right path?
Doing the right thing?
Chasing the right stuff?
Having the right time?
Suddenly,i miss you.
Miss Your Good Morning SMILE.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Sunday, March 9, 2014
long time no blog
Its been a long time since my last blog.
Actually i forgot this stuff, thats why i stopped blogging for almost 1 year.
When i recalled back for the past few months..i duno i should feel happy or feel sad.
Failures. That makes me sick.
One is enough. But it comes with hundreds and more.
I really want to survive through this semester.
Dont want get any failures anymore,but,its very hard and though.
Failures occurred for the past years at KL.
Friendship. <lower class-soso>
Love. <failed>
Knowledge. <less than usual age of guys as mine>
Studies. <forced to be as im in this course?>
and finally church ministries. <at least is good,but no good at all actually>
Am i worthy to serve God again?
Didnt make a good testimonial to my friends.
Didnt managed to glorify Lord's name,in the scope of my responsibility areas.
You can said to me: " dont be so negative thought,"
and yes,i admitted it and i tried to be happy or joyful.
But now,i can say,i cant. Really in big trouble yet i dont know how to react it.
Continue to step aside. Continue to walk to the dead end. Degree ruined. No graduation.
No motivation. No determination. No hope.
I think i should be dead at that time, if i brave enough to jump. If do so,i dont need to worry so much.
Some more i can be a new baby,new life. But thats my thought,not God's. He might have other plan on me IF i brave enough to jump into the sea.
Something crossed my mind suddenly, dont look at ur NONE, but be appreciate THINGS you got.
Coz if you dont,these disappeared and u r NO+THING.
Hope i can be a new leaf when i woke up in the next day.
I love u..,just in case If i didnt wake up..
N im sorry i didnt accompany u to subway before i went back and after that,im very regret of this decision.
**Someday at Berea, Ah pak asked who is the one you want to protect in this world?
I think of my mum after 1 seconds, and my dad for another 1 second.
But before that,i think of you after question asked and its 0.1 second before it stepped to 1 and 2 and etc.
Last,pray for MH370. Hoped they are FINE,SAFE and SOUND.
So far,they still didnt released the progress of that missing aircraft.
However, this shows that no bad news means it will be good news.
HOPE for all crew and passengers of MH370 safe is ON mood.
Actually i forgot this stuff, thats why i stopped blogging for almost 1 year.
When i recalled back for the past few months..i duno i should feel happy or feel sad.
Failures. That makes me sick.
One is enough. But it comes with hundreds and more.
I really want to survive through this semester.
Dont want get any failures anymore,but,its very hard and though.
Failures occurred for the past years at KL.
Friendship. <lower class-soso>
Love. <failed>
Knowledge. <less than usual age of guys as mine>
Studies. <forced to be as im in this course?>
and finally church ministries. <at least is good,but no good at all actually>
Am i worthy to serve God again?
Didnt make a good testimonial to my friends.
Didnt managed to glorify Lord's name,in the scope of my responsibility areas.
You can said to me: " dont be so negative thought,"
and yes,i admitted it and i tried to be happy or joyful.
But now,i can say,i cant. Really in big trouble yet i dont know how to react it.
Continue to step aside. Continue to walk to the dead end. Degree ruined. No graduation.
No motivation. No determination. No hope.
I think i should be dead at that time, if i brave enough to jump. If do so,i dont need to worry so much.
Some more i can be a new baby,new life. But thats my thought,not God's. He might have other plan on me IF i brave enough to jump into the sea.
Something crossed my mind suddenly, dont look at ur NONE, but be appreciate THINGS you got.
Coz if you dont,these disappeared and u r NO+THING.
Hope i can be a new leaf when i woke up in the next day.
I love u..,just in case If i didnt wake up..
N im sorry i didnt accompany u to subway before i went back and after that,im very regret of this decision.
**Someday at Berea, Ah pak asked who is the one you want to protect in this world?
I think of my mum after 1 seconds, and my dad for another 1 second.
But before that,i think of you after question asked and its 0.1 second before it stepped to 1 and 2 and etc.
Last,pray for MH370. Hoped they are FINE,SAFE and SOUND.
So far,they still didnt released the progress of that missing aircraft.
However, this shows that no bad news means it will be good news.
HOPE for all crew and passengers of MH370 safe is ON mood.
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