terima kasih TUHAN

results been released just a few moments ago...

im very nervous , because i did not do my best in some subject..

and therefore,im scared to see gred "F" ...

its 5pm...

and im so lucky enough that im considered the first view person which i can view my result smoothly wihtout any lagging before everyone knew it and trapped into cyber traffic jam...

ok,there goes the result and WOW~!!!

i really become happy and excited straight away after i saw my result..

n it wiped away my sadness, nervous, Gan Jeong-ness to very very far place...

really thanks GOD very very very very very muchhhhhhhh~!!!!

say frankly, i really didnt confident enough that i can get those certain result with pass as i didnt do it well and didnt managed to finish answered all the question..

n for the very first time,i get an A-,better than nothing...i alwaz get B+ but not A before tis..

but GOD really heard my prayer, n HE DID it~! Really need to glorify my LORD and be Humble~!

Thanks God !

i must be more serve HIM and read bibles ~ be more disciplined with God words..

got another 1 year~! i mz GOT FAITH~! coz i got GOD in my heart~ =)

words b4 go 508

待会儿，我就要穿黑衣，到STADIUM KELANA JAYA，参加今晚民联的人民集会！

很激动，虽然下午疲倦，但是睡不着。。因为选举不公，几天了气还卡在喉咙！！

听说，警察不给PERMIT，就说这集会很可能演变成非法集会。。

所以，希望待会儿，警察维持次序就好，不要请我们“喝水”和“吃罐头”就可以了。。

虽然我不是民联的忠实支持者，但是，我却很不开心。。

虽然505选举，我还在考试，但是505从傍晚直到深夜，我一直都在关注选举结果。。

还没看到成绩之前，就看到facebook很多人post有外劳持着我国的IC投票，

要去投票。。哇老eh！哪里可以这样的，还有警察保护，真的是啊！

太没天理了，不是我国的国民，这么可以投票！！！

再说，投票时间过了，算计选票时，直到深夜还超过100个席位没公布。。

数学有这么差吗？你动作慢，不用紧，反正政府官员一向来都是SLOW&STEADY。。

哪里知道，看到围在计票中心外的朋友post了一些照片，

说晚上11PM了，还有票箱送进去，有没有可能啊？！

砂捞越内陆的票箱都已经在天黑之前都到计票中心了。。

不可能路途发达的西马这么慢到？难道官员背着票箱meh。。

太玩臭了吧！！而且还发生“大马停电”事件。。

虽然时间有待进一步的认知，但是无风不起浪。。

我真是对选举委员会-SPR（SURUHANJAYA PILIHAN RAYA）感到很失望！

立场不独立，不公平，不公正；

就像一场足球比赛，还没踢，评判就已经是偏向甲方的，而一直给乙方红卡。。

所以，今晚，宅男的我，决定要不畏危险，为马来西亚争取独立且公正！！

今晚我去这个集会，不会让父母知道，因为他们一定不会让我去。。

但是若我不去，我心中这把火，只是小火，不能与其他小火集中，形成大火！！

要让政府知道，我们，一定会接受选举的成绩，

但是绝对不允许，赢取选举的过程中利用任何的污点及肮脏的手段。。

说到这个，我觉得我读错科了。。

看到BERSIH，看到选举，警察在这些活动都被利用，成为政府玩臭的工具。。

所以，我立下决心，我，若成功申请到，我一定要做警察！！

做警察，不让警察成为政府欺压人民的工具，也不乱乱随便用武器对付手无寸铁的人民！

今晚，不知有什么变数，希望一切的集会，从头到尾，顺利，和平的落幕。。

警察也发出专业的国际态度，维持中立，不乱来欺压人民。。

而我，与朋友们能一起声讨这选举不公，过后平安的抵达宿舍。。

求主怜悯我们，看顾我们，保护我们，赐平安给集会和附近的地方。。

爸、妈，就让我不听话一次，为国家，献出一份力量！！

为我祷告！为大会安全祷告！祝一切顺利！！

我出发咯！！！

丁，遇见你是我的荣幸。。若我真的发生任何事情，记得，遇见你，是上帝赐给我的一份礼物。。和你一起，使我感觉这人生还有美丽的明天。。

first paper

Final exam,is now approaching...

and i had done my first paper for this final exam..

Before exam..im very excited and happy..little bit nervous..relax..

it is because this paper im prepared and im sure i can do well...

the moment stepped into the exam hall...oklar...

then read on the question paper..okla..i got do revision about this..supposed be no problem...

OK,final exam,START~!

I start to do the question well and steady until i do the sub-2nd question...

suddenly im not sure the method of my calculation is right or wrong...

all of sudden,im very nervous...and straight away i rubbed off my answer and do again..
(actually is right but i write the final answer which is totally wrong,OMG!! )

at this moment...

my feel like:"walau,this calculation do count all or later count all?

this calculation need do wastage?? whr is the profit?? am i counting the right figure??

all of sudden..i lost my confident...n in theory part i just lose the most precious marks..

which i write the right answer (according to my friends,the "right answer" )...

that drafted on the question paper but.......

i write another answer on answer sheet because i thought that is not the right answer...

Ishhhhhh~!!! feel like wana banged myself to the wall....

Really doesnt feel like want to continue study anymore...but...

i still need to going on..!!! i got 4 paper left and its more tough x 10 than this paper =.=

OmGosh!! what i study and hardworking so long,i cant get the paid back,n worst is negative paid~!



NOW,im really Bo MOOD study...but,my mind think i shouldnt do this but my heart is beh song lo..

My mind : this is just a test, and its over...so why dont u put it down,learn a lesson,and fight for the next paper?

My heart: Walau,i focus on this and read this and study this,but i do wrong answer on answer sheet...sien lo...haizzz...


such a failure today...

What u pain doest mean what u will gain in future...and moreover, u will be pain again n again...

Jiayou to me la...><

24~

hanks God for bringing me to the Earth on this day..

thanks to my mum that give birth to me..

thanks to my father for take care of me since the day i live on earth..

thanks to my two elder sis n my ah gor for love their youngest bro much..

thanks to my friends that makes my life with many colours..

n special Thanks to all of YOU tat still rmb my burfday n ur blessings...

so warmly and lovely one..feel so blessing~~

time fliess fast..burfday's over..=)..im 24's now ^^

my birthday~ special thanks to my housemates~ =)

My Bird Day~~

Time fliess so fast..n Yeah,its gona reach my buurfday sooon!!
HEHEHE...

today went to uncle house for dinner with relatives.

Thought its just a ordinary dinner..

but instead,its a surprise for me....

Happy Birthday!!!!~

WOW...!

Never thought of that,totally stunned when i saw all these things!

Thanks for the present from them..its reli so sweeeeet!!!

n also,my aunt's super best cooking skills...

tonight dinner was sooooo delicious especially chicken wings!

LOVE IT MUCHH!

 **so sad that tonight i cant be "BDA" responsibly coz i need leave some space for BEER  ~ XD

THANKS to Uncle Ben, Aunt Connie, Eleena, Daphny..
n also to Ah Hie Jie, Ah Dek, Ah Jun, Ah Ting, Lau Chin*2 for leave this time for me..

Thx for the Presents~~~~

n last but not least, Happy Birthday to ME! XD

homesick-ing~

I miss my hometown's beach

my first niece- Hannah or Xuan Xuan

my home's first and second princess- Xuan and Janice

Xuan like to act cool

Janice always smile to people approaching

Chubby Janice and my dear dad

Janice with her "GaGa" (means uncle in Foochow)

Xuan during in the car

Janice start to learn walk

Xuan like to eat

Xuan like to play swing

Xuan playing happily with her sister, Xiao Jie, and their mum at poolside 

new sem. 2013 .

today officially start my new semester . YEAR 3 SEM 2

time fliess so fast. IM now Y3 student and 1 year and 6 month later i will be graduate!

OH MY! Cant believed i had gone thru so far away.

Today went for two lecture classes, and play lots after classes, and of coz, spend lots! haha..

kindly tired...hope tis sem go well...cant afford any obstacle that can make me fall down..

jiayou!

201314~

Hey , its 2013 !! Happy New Year!!

Although its abit late, still wish u all Happy New Year!!
Im hope the happiness still around you and make you feel happy alwaz..=)

Well,look back to 2012, its means alot to me, coz its full of challenges...
my studies,my industrial training,my church minsteries'..
and i conquered 90% of it,and another 10% i think is..
=P..just cant manage to get a girlfriend and "pakto-ing" before 2012 ends..hehe..

but nevermind,i still work hard on that...searching like Google,hope to get "results" soon..

Last month,Dec of 2012,cant manage to blog due to the bz-ness...
Bz-ness of wat?
My elder sis wedding, then many wedding dinner,n all the throughout the month been a "babybrother" (modify fr babysister..),accompany my princess and christmas stuffs for church and went for a BB camp.

LOTs of words can be describe fr above events,but im just lazy for that...
so just leave it and on board 2013.

my 2013 first fb profile pic.
can u see that what word im describing?

Well,im gona start to prepare for my new sem as my holiday its going to end soon on next 10 day.
Book my flight on 8th Jan but my mum dont want me go KL so early.
She insisted me to book another flight on 13th Jan.
Feel touched now..so now still thinking wana delayed my plan onot..

This year,maybe i will get myself more part-time job on weekend..
dont want to depend much on my parents' income as they needed mostly for their life.
luckily i dropped my CG leader this year,so that i can focus on part time job.
May God guide me as i dont want to busy on others n didnt go to church.
I still need GOD in my life.
May God Bless me~

Hapi alwaz ya my fren~ :)